9.19.25: When I Have Time

I keep a running list of things I'll do "when I have time." Learn Thai. Organize photos. Call old friends. Exercise regularly. The list has 47 items now. It's become less of a plan and more of a monument to good intentions. Every few months I add something new without doing anything old. It's like a time-based savings account that never pays interest. Maybe that's the point. Not the doing, but the believing I might. The list makes me feel like a person with potential instead of just someone who watches too much Netflix.